Do you ever have a day when you feel like nothing is going your way but that it could have and so you just laugh at how odd things turned out. I guess you could say that has been my last 48 hours. I have been trying to do things and it seems like nothing is turning out the way I would like it to. Not worse just not as beautiful as I have imagined.

For instance I made a Lemon cake with a raspberry filling and cream cheese icing. Now this is how I wanted it to turn out. What really happened is that I made Lemon cake with a mixed cream cheese and raspberry icing none of the filling soaked in to the holes I created all it did was sit on top. Still tasted good but just didn't look as beautiful in fact it looked almost a mess. ( Not my finest cake)

So in Honor of the last 48 hours I recommend for movie night Captain Newman M.D. it is a movie with Gregory Peck and Tony Curtis. The story goes that Gregory Peck is the doctor of a psych ward in WWII  and his new orderly Tony Curtis finds great joy in working with the men who are in the ward. It has some sad and hard things to watch just because of the nature of it being in a psych ward but still there is some humor to be found it is just harder to see amid all of the sadness or chaos.

I feel like sometimes my life is a psych ward and I am the patient crap happening all around and I can't or won't see it.

So smile it only gets better.